I'm 16 and Trying Out NoFap.

I'm depressed, sad, and I want to get laid. I actually started this about 3 days ago, so I guess this is my 3rd day. If I'm being honest, I want to be able to talk to super hot girls who I feel nervous and small around. I want to have sex with them. But I also want to not only care about sex, last year I loved astrophysics, I really felt like I had a thing I could fixate on and feel amazed by how vast and incredible our universe is. Now, all I seem to care about is sex and watch porn, which I find very sad, I want to feel happy again, I want to feel confident and sexy. I want to care more about my life and others lives and stop being a self absorbed depressed bitch. I'm glad to be apart of you guys and I hope we can all get along.

 

For Porn I try to use social media less and less and try to divert my attention to something else when I'm getting urges.

For Masturbation I am trying to keep myself busy and when I'm in bed(my greatest threat) I take deep breathes or do push ups and poof, urges are gone.

For Orgasm, I mean I haven't had sex yet, and masturbating is the only way I can get an orgasm so lol