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I'm 19 and new here. I need help

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Wrestlingfan2010, Jun 5, 2020.

  1. Wrestlingfan2010

    Wrestlingfan2010 New Fapstronaut

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    Not making the excuses for myself, but FACTS ARE FACTS. I didn't have the best childhood. My father died when I was 4 years old and my older brother molested me not long after that. From age 5-16 I lived with my old stepfather. He was verbally abusive towards me and physically abusive towards my siblings. I had a very traumatic childhood, I wont lie. I began watching porn at 9 years old. I used porn as a stress reliever. Little did I know since that first nut I became addicted to the point where I would ejaculate on a daily basis.
    My addiction gotten so bad that I began masturbating in class. I would and stare at girl's butts while they sat down and tap the tip of my girth. I began doing that in 7th grade and I continued the habit all the way up until my senior year of highschool. I have a serious sexual psychosis.
    My addiction to porn and public masturbation still hasn't stoppe . The longest I've went without masturbating in YEARS is only 2 weeks. I keep telling myself to stop but I continue to relapse. To be honest I relapsed today when i was at Walmart by walking around masturbating to women's butts infront of me. I NEED HELP!
     

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  2. Welcome to the community :)
     
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  3. | Nico |

    | Nico | Distinguished Fapstronaut
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    Welcome to the community :) glad you could join us, if you have any questions or concerns please dont hesitate to ask, wish you all the best on your journey. Take care .
     
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  4. palindromo

    palindromo Fapstronaut

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    Please, start studying carefully what's happening in your mind > https://oceanrecoverycentre.com/2016/07/the-ultimate-guide-to-overcoming-internet-porn-addiction/

    First time without porn will be stressful , but if you resist , in some months you will feel reborn.

    If the first times a person relapse easly, it's okay.
    The streaks becomes even longer , day by day.
    Don't porn anymore, it's better to struggle and at the last to relapse than to look at porn.
    No more instagram pictures of models. No more erotic imagines , erotic stories or erotic asmr.
    If you experience ''flatline'' and low libido , resist.
    > https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/por...l-size-and-or-libido-are-decreasing-flatline/

    An effective weapon to overcome urges and thoughts : mindfulness.
    The brain will try to win you and to get some triggers for the seek of dopamine. Resist

    You have to quit this process of arousing about shame pubblic masturbation . It's a fetish, it can be changed.
    You have to understand the psychological fact that pubblic masturbation is taboo and that's the reason of your arousing
    the shame is converted in excitement by your mind. So you have to re educate your mind
    https://howtostopbeingacuckold.com/other-fetishes/
     
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  5. Welcome to the community brother!! I hope you come out of this addiction and rise like a phoenix !!
     
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