I need someone who's accountable I don't mind any background but better to be an arab or a Muslim. I've joined here in 2018 and I didn't last even 1 week without fapping and I quited here and I followed my addiction till now. I feel down all the time with noticeable depression from all the people around me, and the fatigue is now unbearable. I'm losing everything myself, my job, my desire to live. I hate myself I'm so weak. I need a way out. I have no energy for anything right now. I'm an addict for 15 years now since I was 12 y.o I need help. Please help.