I feel like a complete loser. I haven't had a real job in months. I'm a college graduate looking for restaurant jobs to support my music dreams. I applied to this one restaurant which said it looked good and didn't get a call back. This really sucks for some reason. I've been turned down by jobs before but this one depresses me. I guess I just got my hopes up. I just feel worthless and disappointed. Of course I want to go straight for the porn. But instead, I came here and posted.