I'm a pretty worried..

[4yrsH9yrsP]

So the quick run down of my PMO history. I began masturbating to porn when I was about 12 years old. I am now 21 years old, I began watching more intense porn(transwoman, interracial) quite often, and just recently I have decided that I am going to completely stop. I have had a few instances when I was younger where I wanted to have sex with a girl, and I just could not get it up for the life of me. Also, I cannot really remember the last time that I have had a surprise erection. I guess you could say my recent addictions have given me HOCD. I have been reading some of these recent posts and it really concerns me that I might not ever be able to have sex normally. Is there anyone that has fully completed this journey and never been able to be normal again? I mean like many years of no PMO and still seen no results.

 

[Candun]

Sexual problems that are caused by P will fade when you cut P out of your life. Your brain changed once, it can and will change again.

 

[4yrsH9yrsP]

Sexual problems that are caused by P will fade when you cut P out of your life. Your brain changed once, it can and will change again.

I truly truly hope so. I have slipped into such a deep dark depression that I am really not sure if I can come out of it. I've come to grips with the fact that the only thing keeping me alive right now is my parents, If I had come to this realization later in life in a position where maybe my parents weren't around, theres no way I'd be able to make it. I just keep seeing these posts about going 400+ days with not seeing any results and it's really really unsettling.

 

[Prince6543]

I truly truly hope so. I have slipped into such a deep dark depression that I am really not sure if I can come out of it. I've come to grips with the fact that the only thing keeping me alive right now is my parents, If I had come to this realization later in life in a position where maybe my parents weren't around, theres no way I'd be able to make it. I just keep seeing these posts about going 400+ days with not seeing any results and it's really really unsettling.

Don't you wanna spend all the money you have and enjoy your life as much as you can before you die?

 

[Ricardotardo]

I truly truly hope so. I have slipped into such a deep dark depression that I am really not sure if I can come out of it. I've come to grips with the fact that the only thing keeping me alive right now is my parents, If I had come to this realization later in life in a position where maybe my parents weren't around, theres no way I'd be able to make it. I just keep seeing these posts about going 400+ days with not seeing any results and it's really really unsettling.

Those people tend to have other issues relating to this stuff that they tend to ignore or they might relapse and not count it. Don't think about other peoples progress and struggles because they aren't your own. You got this man.