IM BATTLING BUT WILL KEEP ON TRYING!

So, back in Oct/Nov 2017, I started my nofap journey and managed to get to day 5 a few times, however, I also had many attempts of only reaching 2 days!

Fast forward to December and I was struck down with a flu, this flu lasted for 3 weeks from which I am only starting to feel better in the last 2 days of the new year.

Furthermore, I also stopped the cold showers, started eating badly and took a break from gym due to the illness.

I also have to add, that I have not always been active on this forum which I believe is partly contributing to me relapsing. My main weakness appears to be edging and watching porn, very hard porn to satisfy my urges. This leads to eventuall ejactualation and binging where I feel I am completely losing control!

However, I am trying again and my strategy is as follow:

1) Less time on the computer and to find something else to to when urge comes.
2) Pray and meditate, in this regard, please do put me in your prayers and pray with me.

3) Get back to gym and eat healthy food.
4) Return the this site daily to seek support and motivation.

I will keep you guys update as I am back on day 1.