Day 47. The summer was the best time to possibly quit this addiction. I've finally succeeded!. . . Or did I. . School starts in a month. Literally. It starts exactly one month from now. I was able to quit by rewiring my brain to not see women as sexual objects, and it worked. Recently I've had an on and off relationship with this girl (You'd know if you've seen my posts). When it's ON, I was able to rewire myself to only see her in a sexual way. My eyes would literally ignore other women lol. That might've been the wrong way to go about things. It was a wrong approach because I didn't factor in what would happen if she wasn't in the picture. It may just be temporary, but now what this has caused is a hole in my system. Now when I go out or go on social media, I look at girls just a little bit, because my body was was used to focusing on her. I'm being tested. I have to come up with a new approach. I'm not sure if this is the answer, but if you've seen my other posts, I've mentioned that I always test out crazy theories. I take a lot of risks lol. I can't say exactly what I'll do since I'm not as anonymous as I used to be, but I'm also up for any suggestions you all may have!