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I'm calling BS on Something...

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by ClassicCase, Apr 8, 2018.

  1. SHGSH Foote

    SHGSH Foote Fapstronaut

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    Well lemme start off by saying forget what other people think, but man I've done 2 months where I didn't even look at images or even intentionally looked at a girls rack/backside IRL and it got to the point where I trained it out of me and wouldn't even think to do it. I didn't even know about NoFap it was just spiritual reasoning. And what happened to me is I wound up PMOing because I thought I was broken. Flatlining, didn't care about sex, dick wouldn't care to work, etc. Going pure monk mode is scary shit.

    I'm doing a 90 day challenge right now but I allow myself to look at images/nude images (no porn/video) of women and their assets if they come my way. I might actively go to where I know I'll find an image because I want to look at a nice body but for the most part I'm trying to find somewhat of a middle ground because that's what may work for me. I like to know I still have some damn virility in me. You might be the same you might be different. I'm not sure if it's counter-productive to rewiring my brain or "rebooting" but I don't buy that it is nearly as bad as PMO. I'll take a little "poison" if it makes me the best I can be. Do you, man. We're men at the end of the day. Try different lengths of streaks, relapse, see what works, see what doesn't, and make your own plan that makes you feel the best. That's what it's about. Being the best version of yourself. Not of anybody else.
     
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  2. ClassicCase

    ClassicCase Fapstronaut

    Hey thanks for the reply man... Well in my situation I had some serious pay now trauma the whole hourglass thing and whatnot so I can't even start to think about fapping again until hopefully I'm fully recovered which it seems like things are healing up now... I hadn't looked at any kind of p***of any kind since I started un till last night.. and I just looked at some naked pics a girl has sent me before.. I didn't really touch myself or anything or fat cuz I'm trying to let it heal and after a minute or two I was like yeah there's really no point in looking if I can't do anything... But I do think it's well on its way to recovery and once it feels good and healthy again I'll probably slowly start readdressing the excitement triggers for myself... If I think back to when I was younger it wasn't the nudie mags or anything that messed me up I never had a problem until the internet p*** came along.. so I've been thinking about it like this.. my old sexuality that was hung up and tied up and caught up in the web Internet p*** addiction and self pleasure and self-gratification have to die slow and horrible death... And my sexuality has to be reborn again reborn as a virgin I won't be a virgin but my sexuality will be... And I'll try to ReDiscover it like I would have as a Young Man but just seeing sexy things on TV or discovering a p**** mag or something but never going to internet p***and not masturbating all the time.. just trying to let go back to the beginning before I got laid off phone to the wrong path and this time retrace my steps and take the right path which would have been just using those things every once in awhile to get me by until I had a girlfriend and then my girlfriend will be my p***.... I'm just going to try to do this as natural as possible but until I make the decision that my junk feels all good again there's no point in worrying about any of it anyhow.. I only thing is is since I haven't orgasmed in 2 and 1/2 weeks I'm wondering if the feeling I have in my junk is just because of that alone.. which is making me want to have an orgasm to find out if what I'm feeling is My Ding-A-Ling still healing or what I'm feeling is being caused by the no ejaculation for so long now.... I haven't really you know set a goal of any type of streak or length of a streak my goal is just to get to the point where I think I'm all better down there and then try to just come back at everything naturally like I would have been as a Young Man before IP hit and corrupted me
     

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