Recently I had a 40 day streak, then I relapsed 5 times in the same day, stopped for 10 days, then relapsed 5 times, had a day off and today I relapsed again twice. All with P. I also hurt my leg a few days ago so I couldnt go to the gym but Ill be back in the gym in monday. I used to have 156 day streaks, 40 day streaks, heck, the longest streak I ever had was 11 months, that was quite a monk mode. I dont know what is going on, why am I falling down for this every time and binging hard, why am I like this. Why I used to be so strong but now I am weak. I think one of my major triggers or at least contributors is my sometimes felt loneliness and lack of romantic relationships and romantic success in general. Its been quite a while since I had anything with a woman (3 years, in fact), and not for the lack of trying. Ive tried many times with different approaches but still nada. So I kind of just gave up on dating. Yes I was sometimes bitter and angry, but now Im really feeling towards the indifference, since I find other fun things in life. But could it be a trigger? I dont know. I really, really want to get back on track and quit this PMO addiction forever, never, ever, ever, ever again PMO. I want to go full monk mode. Any tips, motivation, and just kind words are appreciated. I need all the help I can get.