welcome to 2016 2017. Masturbation is instant gratification? Its free its right there its easy its fun. I feel retarded after relapsing today. i cannot take this anymore. I feel so guilty. i feel like i ruined my life and its no going back im dead. Did any successfull people masturbate? any geniuses or anything? So if saying if you dont masturbate you are really smart and yuou will be smart and have potential but if you dont ur a loser forever. Is this really true? i want to be a pro athlete and i cant let this take me over. Any thoughts?