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I'm done with PMOing..

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by superyo, Dec 10, 2014.

  1. superyo

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    Day 27: It was an ok day. Mood was somewhat stable with parts of melancholy and sadness when thinking about my ex. Made out with a girl and i had a weak erection (like 50%) throughout.
     
  2. superyo

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    Days 28-29: i've been noticing some action from penis like 10-20% erections throughtout the day. Pretty low but still it's an improvement from shrivelled up nothing.
    Also i've been feeling happier.
     
  3. johnnybgood

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    porn its pure evil. Feels good for a moment and make you feel like crap for days
     
  4. KrmGrn

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    I hear you brother. I threw out all the benefits I was experiencing when I let my guard down. Told myself it would just be one time. But one time so easily leads to another and another. We can't let our guards down. We have to talk back to those false thoughts that tell us it's okay or it's no big deal. We know better. And we know how much better our lives are without PMO.
     
  5. superyo

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    For some it's no big deal at all. But for me, and for you, it is. It fucks us up pretty bad. That's why we are here after all. Stay away from it.

    Day 30: Today marks a month for me PM free. I've had some orgasms from wet dreams and one from dry humping. Libido and mood is up the last 3 days and i've been getting some random erections (very weak though). Overall i feel better and i will continue on this path. Who knows? Maybe in the future i will be able to have easy,stress free and satisfying sex. That would be great. Even if i don't, i feel much better when not PMOing and i'm learning to appreciate the simple everyday things in life. Good luck to you all with your journeys and stay strong.
     
  6. humbleBee

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    I am in the exact same boat as you!!!
     
  7. superyo

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    Do what you have to!!
     
  8. superyo

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    Day 31: Slept over at new girlfirends house. In the past i had taken 20mg levitra for my ed with mixed results. I had a box of 10mg levitra and yesterday i cut a pill in half and i took it before i went there. So a dose of 5mg, the smallest one i'ever got. I did one other thing too.. I did some reverse kegels, pelvic floor stretches and focused on keeping the area relaxed.
    The results were very good. I was hard throught all foreplay and while she was giving me a handjob. The hardest thing was to let myself be free and keep my body relaxed. At the tmes i was getting nervous and tense my erection got down a little. But the girl is amazing and i trust her and i was able to let go most of the time and had a good erection. After the second handjob we went to sleep. Now the good part starts.
    Levitra lasts for about 5 hours. In the morning when we woke up, more than 14 hours after i took it, we started fooling around and i was hard without it. When i lied back she started to blow me but the erection wasn't as strong in this position and i was feeling vulnerable, after more foreplay and me being more relaxed it got stronger, she went back at it and she gave me a very pleasurable orgasm :)
    I'm not cured by any means.. neither in my brain nor psychologiacally BUT this was a breakthrough for me and definitely a huge improvement. I'm going to taper down the dose of levitra and mix it up. I don't even need it anyway. It's a small boost unil my erection get really strong though. So that's it.. keep going guys and pay attention to your pelvic floor. If you need to kegel to get hard(er), something's up and you need to fix it.
     
  9. superyo

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    Day 32: Feeling kinda depressed today and thinking a lot about my ex.
     
  10. superyo

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    Day 33: Regular day, mood is mediocre.
     
  11. superyo

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    Day 34: -AFTERNOON- Today, up till now, i feel slightly sad but calm, serious and collected. Brain fog is somewhat lifted today and i can think more clearly which is very rare for me.Also I'm having some feel good moments about the progress i have made in the psychological aspects this whole reboot thing contains. Last, the feeling of being conscious of my existence and my thoughts is increased. --The rest of the day was pretty much like that.
     
  12. superyo

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    Day 35: Usual day. Had some urges and libido was up.
     
  13. superyo

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    Day 36: Some things that are happening in my life bring my mood down. Of course the thought of PMOing to relieve the pain came to me. But i won't.
     
  14. superyo

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    Day 37: Approaching 40 days!!! I've had some urges lately and my mood is inconsistent but i will keep strong. Also i need to fix some bad behaviours that are connected to my PMO days like surfing Penis Enlargement sites, to see progress pictures and stuff. I don't even know why i do this occasionaly as i don't do exercises enymore and it's not sexual at all for me and it has never led to PMO. I think i still like the idea of enlarging my dick even though this idea and the actions it has led to had caused me many problems in the past. Both physical and mental. So i'll keep away from this. It is scary how your mind can trick you.
     
  15. superyo

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    Day 38: Regular day.
     
  16. superyo

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    Days 39-40:40 days are up. I had sex yesterday. Actually here's how it went. With only 5mg levitra, the lowest dose i have ever taken for the second time, i went by my girlfriends place and as soon as i kissed her i had the hardest erection i've had in a long time. Thing is she just gave a blowjob after which i had an amazing orgasm. I was way more aroused than usual for all this but when we attempted sex some hours after, the small help of levitra had passed, i wasn't even half as horny as the fisrt time and i was anxious as fuck. I had trouble to get it up but managed to get a 80% erection with the help of her hand to have sex although i came quickly. The orgasm was nothing compared to the fisrt one on which i had a 95-100% erection and i was way hornier. We had sex again in the morning and it was the same. I needed her to touch me. I am convinced that if i had sex the first time it would have went very well. We'll see in the upcoming weeks. Today, the rest of the day i feel bad as fuck. Tiredness,brain fog, frustration, mild repulsion for females and stuff like that. I'm sticking to the process and i have hope that one day all this will pass..
     
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