Im done

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by IggyIshness, Jan 7, 2017.

  1. IggyIshness

    IggyIshness Fapstronaut

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    Im getting bored of this whole nofap thing.Now im just really pissed off and depressed. I cant workout because i cannot extend my elbow and i have arthritis, I havent been able to talk to anybody in weeks, i obviously cant play tennis and havent played in weeks. About my reboot im damned if i do and im damned if i dont. But at least im not addicted but in the other side i have pleasure. But either way its shit. I have no creativity whatsoever, I dont know how i became this way. I wish i can just have somebody to talk to.
     
  2. PaFappa the Rapper

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    You're both making excuses, and your mind is playing tricks on you, I've been there. You can still work out. I see amputees at my gym working out. You need to work your way around your injury. Also, chances are you're here because you are an addict. I've had those same thoughts that, meh, I don't really need this. But I do. Read my own journal if you want affirmation. You're doing okay. Your brain is reprogramming. It's not bullshit, it's not pseudoscience.
     
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  3. IggyIshness

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    I cant workout whatsoever. No pull ups no pushups no curl no tricep extensions no dips no nothing. Dont even get started on my legs because if i bent my knee id rather go to hell for the minute of pain then have it. Dont ask me why im on nofap because i honestly have no idea why. Or why im rebooting. This nofap thing is getting boring i have to go to post on my journal everyday blah blah oh god another damn urge FUCK YOU URGE blah blah boring. And its easy too. And besides i wish i can just do what i fucking want and enjoy, Rebooting used to be a fun thing, i used to wake up in the morning (113 day reboot) and be like damn i already got a few weeks cant wait to get a few more!! I dont get what the whole hair on your palms masturbation thing is. Masturbation had no side effects that i can remember until i was told it was bad. I remember i asked my dad what wanker means in around 5th-6th grade (BTw i have been masturbating all my life) and he basically told me it is someone who masturbates and is a loser. So since then everytime i masturbate i always hear in my head 'im a loser im a loser'.
     
  4. vulture175

    vulture175 Fapstronaut

    @IggyIshness : is that depression. I'm suffering the restlessness, feeling tired all the time. They say working out can help the depression, but the thing is depressed people lose all motivation to work out. I'm very tired, even if i can work out, i get exhausted after that. So working out in this case more likely drain our energy rather than give us energy. Something is really missing in our mind, and i don't know which. Just like you said, i'm damned either way, feel like there's no escape
     
  5. SnowWhite

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    i agree with you. masturbation is pleasure. the issue is just porn and the disconnection from people due to digital media.


    enjoy your body, and enjoy real contact to real people. enjoy the real world.
     
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  6. IggyIshness

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    Im 100% against porn and NOBODY should make excuses to watch porn. and masturbation for me turned into a whole new thing for me when porn came in (at 12 years old). But porn is gone for going to bea year no porn in april. The only problem all this brainwashing that masturbation can shrivel your dick up and makes you arms fall off..
     
  7. SnowWhite

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    you know that this is not true. it just comes from people who cannot express their emotions, and thus, want to forbid you.

    i see a problem in overuse of digital media in general, which leads to disconnecting from the real world.
     
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  8. vulture175

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    I literarily can't masturbate without porn. You mean masturbation with fantasy is ok? are sexy pics porn?
     
  9. IggyIshness

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    Yea sexy pics are porn. I have been masturbating all my life without porn andiince my 113 day reboot all those relapsed were wiwithout porn
     
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  10. FURPY

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    I can see that your heart is right....that's all you need.
    Your soul is alive....save your seed....
     
  11. vulture175

    vulture175 Fapstronaut

    do you fantasize while masturbating?
     
  12. IggyIshness

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    sometimes
     
  13. IggyIshness

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    What?
     
  14. lazyleaf

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    Totally true
     
  15. FURPY

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    What I meant was....save your seed...(semen) ....
     
  16. vulture175

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    @IggyIshness : so you're thinking about nothing while masturbating? how can u get ogasm or simply get hard? U mean "u just do"?
     
  17. Health is key

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    That's where you should be! The sensation should be enough that's why our generation is so fucked up. We don't get excited at the thought of anything sexual. We need proper stimulus. My Mother told me this story of how she was kissing a 23 year old and he premature ejaculation (this was in the 70's). Loads of our generation can't even get boners while putting our penis in a vagina.
    hats the
     
  18. Fork2323

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    How come you cant talk to people? Are you bedridden? Do you not have a phone? You cant move or go anyplace that has people?
     
  19. IggyIshness

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    pretty much
     
  20. IggyIshness

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    Some of the time
     

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