I'm a 27 year old virgin, with no friends/social circles in real life. I would say i'm average looking 4 to 5/10 but i should really start lifting since i'm pretty scrawny. I'm currently on day 57 hard mode and i never got this far on a reboot before. I have no desire for PMO and just the mere thought of it makes me depressed. At the same time i don't have any sexual desire to meet a girl and have a one night stand or whatever, it could be because i never had sex and that i have gotten used to this lonely type of monk life. I just want love, like in a relationship. I have experienced it before but that was 6 years ago and it only lasted for a month, and when i was going to bed with her i couldn't get it up, not sure if that was porn induced, performance anxiety or if i'm asexual. During these past 6 years i could have probably gotten a new GF but the loss of interest always striked me, probably caused by PMO and other distractions. Also i never got sexually attracted to vanilla porn. Ever since i was 12 i only watched specific type of porn, i'm not gonna go into detail but atleast it was involving women, a fetish since the beginning so to speak. I'm attracted to women but i don't get hard whenever i see them in real life, only a very few times. The only positive things i've noticed on this streak is morning/night woods, a little more energy, less headaches/social anxiety etc, but my penis is completely dead during the day, it was before too when i was on PMO unless i was thinking about PMO. I don't expect this reboot to cure me but atleast it's worth a try. Being deprived of love/relationship for 6 years could make it even more difficult to get into it again. As i get closer to 30 my testosterone and libido is also slowly dropping. There's no turning back, i never get urges now and i have forgotten what PMO was like. My goal now is to find true love whether it takes 6 months or 3 years, i have hope in this recovery.