After 33 day streak I relapse second time. First time was just my fault and not Unfavorable circumstances. I was sick, have to stay at home for whole week and I just fapped (first streak- 21 days). Second attempt was even better, but here where problem start. Yesterday I met my ex-girlfriend. After meeting I felt so strong urge that I cannot handle with it. I fapped three times, totally emptying myself. And I have to say I felt so calm and good. No guilty, no lack of energy or motivation. I just feel better. But y'know. Did I just ruined my progress ? ( 54 days of NoFap. No porn, involuntary fantasy... (especially jailbaits, this make my feel ugly, but this teen thot's on street are everywhere. Should I stay at home? Ofc no. Fcucking summer.). But I just want to hear your opinion guys, more experienced fapstronauts.