I'm in

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Rootfury, Jan 17, 2018.

  1. Rootfury

    Rootfury Fapstronaut

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    Hello everyone my name is Luc and nice to meet all of you. I'm from Canada and I've been doing PMO for at least 11 years pretty much daily, tried to quit 5 years with no success, my longest streak was 12 days.

    I've always had difficulties to be honest with myself and I'm sure you guys and girls can relate. The reasons why I've been unable to stop fapping or watch girls on my screen is...

    1 I don't believe I can be who I want to be
    2 because I am 24 I think I screwed up and it's too late
    3 hate the fact that I've been a addict and wished that it never happened
    4 I can't accept the fact we all going to die someday, I'm afraid of dying
    5 I fear to be in my death bed with regrets and not lived fully, people will remember who I was not
    6 I don't like discomfort, I don't like to be bored
    7 still with my parents at my age
    And many more...

    So anyway here is what I will accomplish this year and who I want to be. I want to be a game designer, a all time Linux user and contribute to it and teach people about it, I want to meditate daily for a few minutes, I want to stay hydrated drinking at least 6 cups of water a day, have a good sleep schedule, work at home, reduce my anxiety, have more clothes, go out a bit more outside, make more art. The difficult ones which might take to a year or two, live by myself and travel to UK to visit a friend.

    For 90 days I will post daily picture here of my work, even though it might not be done I will post it anyway and perhaps share the progress, I will need some help for Nofap because after I pass week one I get emotional as shit and I find it really difficult.

    Last thing I want to add, the reason why I share some information about me is to fight for my shyness, and I don't want to feel ashamed, if there's someone here knows me I want to be able to tell I've been through this and I'm doing something about it, I'm not a freak or anything, as I thought I was for a long time...

    Okay going to end it there and do some work.
     
  2. diogo431509

    diogo431509 Fapstronaut

    Very well! Nice plan, man. I suggest you start a rebooting journal on the appropriate section. It's not too late. I'm 31 years old and I still have hope. I am also a GNU/Linux enthusiast. Will check on your progress man, don't give up! Past one week is when it gets hard to me too. Try to write down your troubles it makes you feel better!
     
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  3. Rootfury

    Rootfury Fapstronaut

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    I will post around midnight and share what I did, right now it's 17:30. I'm glad I've found someone who will follow and is a Linux user! That's awesome :)

    UPDATE: I feel a bit tired so will stop around 11, here is what I did, had to retry a couple of times it's been awhile I haven't modeled but no worries I will continue, it's just that right now I'm not feeling at my best. Stay tuned for tomorrow.[​IMG]
     
    Last edited: Jan 19, 2018

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