I've been relapsing for about 1.5 years now. Every time with more knowledge and I am constantly reading on how to remove this addiction. But whatever I do I keep failing. I dont know. I'm losing my belief that I am actually going to get cured from this. I fucking hate it but its got its grip on me. I have given up social media, dating sites, trigger site etc. All the way to the point where my friends and people I know starts to complain that is really boring that I am so anti-media. I'm not anti-media. I just have a problem. But the thing is, I'm not really sure that quitting social media and isolate myself from my friends and the world is such a great idea. After all, were here to remove that isolating anti-social behavior and start living the real life. Alot of that real life is partly online and blocking that out is something that I'm not very sure about. I'm failing my belief in myself and my self confidence. I dont know what to do anymore. I'm lost.