I'm losing my mind

[ParadoxGuy]

I'm on day 7 of a reboot
and I'm going crazy. im back to wanting to end it all. I want to shut myself in and be alone. I'm constantly in pain. I really really want to PMO but am desperately fighting that desire.

I'm weak after keeping myself from doing it for so long. I don't know how to get past this. I'm probably gonna fail soon. Argh.

I can barely motivate myself to eat. Leaving the bed to do anything is difficult. I'm losingl my mind.

Help, I don't really have anyone that I can talk to.

 

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I'm on day 7 of a reboot
and I'm going crazy. im back to wanting to end it all. I want to shut myself in and be alone. I'm constantly in pain. I really really want to PMO but am desperately fighting that desire.

I'm weak after keeping myself from doing it for so long. I don't know how to get past this. I'm probably gonna fail soon. Argh.

I can barely motivate myself to eat. Leaving the bed to do anything is difficult. I'm losingl my mind.

Help, I don't really have anyone that I can talk to.

flatlines suck i know, but listen its all about your mentality in the end, if you view this as defeated you then you will feel like it is, if you say hell no i am not going to be beaten i promise things will go better.