In the space one whole week ive relapsed 3 times and PMO'd 6 times. I dont know how i could go from an 86 day streak to this. I am losing hope. I dont even know why i am writing this. I dont think i will ever break free of these shackles. I relapsed all times because of stress and being pissed off. I just flip a switch in my brain and i just become a completely different person like an alter-ego. Im just sick of myself. My studies are so much and i have 3 tests every week. I dont get any support from my friends. All of them watch and treat porn like its something good. They make fun of me and make dirty jokes around me and try to make me relapse. And i also dont get enough support, advice and help from here too. I just want to go back to being porn free and happy and i dont know how to do it anymore.