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Hey guys, I don't quite know what to put here, so I think I'll just share a little bit about my struggle. The story is probably pretty similar to many of yours but, thats beside the point right?
I am a 20 year old college student, I have been struggling with porn since I was 13 years old. I started because I had just switched schools and was "innocent" by everyone else's standards. I wanted to know what all the other kids were talking about so, naturally, I went to the internet to answer all of my questions. It kinda tumbled down the hill from there; you know starting slow, just a curious mind wondering what was out there, but it quickly spiraled out of control. I have tried to stop on multiple occasions, even to go as far as to tell my dad. He was thoroughly disappointed, I haven't told him that I fell back into PMO, I know it will only hurt him.
My first real attempt to quit was a few months ago, I felt so guilty after a midnight session of PMO that I went to r/nofap and looked for help in quitting. I was good for a while, I felt fantastic. Then, during spring break, I relapsed. I watched a couple of porn videos and then quit, but I didn't stop masturbating. And now today, I relapsed again and watched two porn videos. I feel like shit, I feel alone. Just a little side note, am I the only person who feels like he is the only one who struggles with PMO? It seems like no one else around me does it. Like I know some have to but still, its kinda a lonely struggle.
Anyway, I joined here for you guys, I feel like a community of people who understand the issue will help me be a lot more successful!

 

At this point I don't really know what my strategies are, if I feel tempted I typically try to busy myself with other things; whether that be getting out of the apartment to do homework or going for a run.