Enough, I am tired of feeling so sour and hollow inside. I'd use self pleasure to escape the pains of reality but it just compounded and magnified the pain while hiding it from myself. I am DONE pulling the wool over my own eyes. I am TIRED of witnessing all of my potential and energy drained into rags. I'm taking some fucking accountability for my actions. My life has deteriorated in the quest for self pleasure, I made myself homeless, I gave myself those crutches and addictions, I lead myself by the hand here and by God I'll lead myself back out again. Posting here to keep myself accountable, to materialise my goals a bit more, and hopefully to get some support and insights from Vets and newbies alike.