I'm not stupid or am I...

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Setsuna, Oct 17, 2018.

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  1. Setsuna

    Setsuna New Fapstronaut

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    (sorry for mistakes I'm french speaking :) )

    Hello,

    How to start? It strated a long time ago but I think the most interstig thing is to explain how I landed here:


    I love science, biology is one of my favorite.
    I was having lunch today and was looking at some youtubes vids, some serious ones about scence, knowlege, human behavior, memory... what to choose?



    I already did know this was a problem, I tried so many times to stop without winning (but just did some improvement). Just before I was planning what kind of evening will I have after work.
    "Wife isnt home so I have two hours... Fortnite? Cooking? Visit a friend?
    Lets plan a 1.5 PMO and a 0.5 Fortnite."
    I fact would have be a full time PMO :(

    First time I admited I had a problem was one year ago. We talked about that with my mife and she told me to have a journal or having pychologic help. Considering stopping P made me realy angry and I was considering it was like a curse. That it was in my nature to be like that.
    I fighted for some time but it came back to me and felt harmless.

    In the video they talk about Nofap community. I never tought about that but it has to be a first time, a serious one.
    So I didn't spent my day thinking about P but read a lot on this site :)

    So I feel stupid because I think I could try something like this before.
    I realy hope that will help me because I see it as a chance.


    Thank you guys
     
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  2. Contentful T

    Contentful T Fapstronaut

    Welcome Setsuna. Of course this is the right choice and one can only expect positive results by sticking to it.
     

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