Hey guys, I'm a 14yo male, currently at a No PMO streak. Compared to other people around me, I'm not so lucky at love. I had two minor "relationships" (not serious) and they had a bad outcome. I have been lonely since September, and used to have high expectations about my next girlfriend, but now I don't feel much. I don't have a lot of friends, I don't hang out constantly and I don't know any girl I would like to date. I'm just becoming numb about these things. Is that normal? This may sound stupid but I always wanted to be in a relationship and now I don't have that will anymore. When I find a girl who I start to like, will that return? Not desperate, just feeling kinda weird.