I'm on the ragged edge

I'm actually on day 41, it's my second attempt. The previous one collapsed after 227 days.

First two months (of my first reboot) was so tough that I didn't manage to pass the exams and eventually I was expeled form the university. I hoped that after some time the things get better. Not a bit of it. I had realised that even after almost 8 months I still can't focus on studying, EVERYTHING makes me bored as hell. I was so depressed that the time gained thanks to nofap I spent lying on the bed or sleeping. I didn't even feel like surfing the net or playing video games. I did't want to suffer anymore nor to muck up another year of study, that's why I relapsed.

Now, that I built up to 41 days, the situation seems to get even worse. I feel like piece of shit. I don't have energy to work out (cycling is my passion) so I must force myself to kick the door, which is really frustrating. My hair are falling out at an alarming rate in spite of taking tons of medicaments (and nofap off course). My stomach seems not to work at all, because most of the reasonable healthy food I'm trying to eat it doesn't digest. Once every 3-4 days I have wet nightmares in which I ejaculate even though I don't want to, and I wake up really pissed.

When it comes to superpowers I don't really see them.
confidence - I'm really confident, but the same was during the years of pmo.
energy- I lost it
time - I have, but I waste it because everything makes me bored
brighter eyes, overall good look - don't see any difference, I still don't exist to women
social - I'm sociable as always, but still don't have anyone to hang out
Improved memory - nope
The only "positive" thing i've noticed by now is quite low sexual desire.

I coped not to fap today (I go to sleep now), but I'm afraid I wont find any substantial reason to keep going. Any suggestions?