Please help me. This is a scream for help.I'm seriously contemplating suicide.. I made a post saying I'm about to go insane. And it's happening. I'm insane at this point. Internally I'm completely broken and destroyed. From the outside you can see me calm. But you have no idea what is going on inside me. I'm crying. I need help. I lost all control over my mind and my life. I can't stop my addiction . I have OCD. I'm retarded. I don't know who I am anymore and what the hell is going on. I want to die. I want all this insanity to stop. Please help me out of this with anything. Or recommend me the easiest less painful way to kill myself.