Guys I just can't do this anymore. I'm sick of relapsing, sick of being depressed, sick of life. Why were we given this strong desire? Why does lust even exist if it makes us so unhappy? I HATE PORN. It is disgusting, vile, and destroys the mind and I hate the way I feel when I look at it. Then why the hell do I keep looking? Sorry I just needed to vent. I could really use some motivation because I'm losing all hope. My life is not where I want it right now. Is anyone out there who cares?