So i was with my dad on my computer. And so my dad looked up or at least tried to look up "6 mb per sec" but instead searched up "g6 mb per sexc" and of course PORN came up. I saw the first searches it was porn websites and at the top right corner is a picture of a naked woman like a big icon. You know how you can make your eyes blurry by using your eye muscles? I did that after i looked at the picture. I cant really remember what i did, I think i look at the websites then at the woman at the top right corner then i look at what he typed in the search and then blurred. And he fixed the search and re-searched it. Why are the odds always against me?? I always see a trigger on my dads computer. Is this a relapse? I didn't fucking want it. I'm so pissed now i have a huge headache now. I barely even got aroused because i was so shocked and angry about the situation at the time.