Hi guys first sorry if my english is bad i hope you will understand what im tipyng. I'm on this forum for 1 year and now i have no longer faith that i will get out of this addiction. 1 year ago i realized that pornography and mastubration are bad for me and that they affect bad on my life. So i started to fight but i always failed, pornography was stronger than me all time. Also i had a family problems during my childhood and that affects on me as well. I was in the point in my life that i dont have a purpose in life and i was sick of everything. I'm an orthodox christian and what is most difficult to me is that i know i failed god so much and i dont stop sinning i always live in sin and that is difficult to me to overcome. I thought that when i talk with my priest that i will overcome this but i dont its still here and im still doing it. I relapsed 3 times during the lent (fasting before easter) and yesterday i relapsed after 22 days. Today i relapsed again and i dont know what to do anymore. PMO affects bad on my college life im not longer pain attencion on my classes. Sorry for the big post thanks for understanding everyone.