Not a long read at all, just read all of it for understanding. Today, I relapsed sadly. I did it multiple times. My cold got a lot worse throughout the day and I feel bad. I was going to relapse later and then start my streak. I’ve been watching movies (not necessarily looking for women) but just seeing them without reminding myself to look away from the tv. my question is, is it ok to just start my streak now? I don’t want to relapse anyway. I’m not horny. I was just going to to start the streak without looking at anything. Is it fine if I just start the counter now and avoid arousing content now?