In a fight with the universe

Behaving like a "good" person doesn't mean you're entitled to anything. Being a good person for the sake of getting something in return doesn't make you a good person.

"I do this good thing, so I deserve this good thing" is an invisible contract that you've created and whenever it isn't fulfilled you resort to feeling like a victim.

Being bitter about the success of others is focusing on being a victim rather than figuring out your own life.

Becoming a "bad" person doesn't guarantee your success either. Go ahead and try. Experience those consequences.

If you want something in life, work towards it rather than waiting for life / god to hand it to you or blaming other people for your lack of success. Anything else is just wasted energy and self sabotage as a means to procrastinate or avoid working towards your desired life.

 

So I'm going to get a bit religious here. It's not God tempting you to be evil and vile. It's the Devil. Because even both the Devil and God both knows it's easy, only God will back you if you move forward on a path where you treat yourself and others in a positive manner.

Focus on yourself and God. Improve yourself and become a better person. Not for Jane or Joe. Sally or Moe. But for yourself. You're filled with all this negative energy because others have it better than you? Well I'll tell you this... everyone has skeletons in their closet. Not just you.

I think you need to worry a bit less about others and more about yourself. You'd be surprised how much time you spend wondering how "great" others have when you barely spent time wondering why things aren't great in your life.

It's time to look inside.

 

Wow. What a crybaby.

 

Good vent man.

Not much logic in it but it’s good to get it out for sure.

 

That's a very nihilistic and pessimistic view of the world. I personally disagree with that and I'll explain why.

Every religion and many fables/folklore have different explanations of it. But my idea is that the universe gives you back what you put out. Not just you, but everyone else. If people are going to be bad and ugly, then I assure you their actions will come back to them some way or another. And it won't be positive. Maybe things may work out for that person in the short term. But not in the long term.

These people that you find have "special advantage perks" have their own skeletons in the closet just like you. So you and I are no different in that aspect. It just comes down to where you put your energy. Whether it's toward positivity or negativity. Us humans are at constant war with ourselves. That's how it's supposed to be. Life isn't supposed to be easy. But fighting and living for what makes you happy is the endgame, my friend. Focus on that.

 

"I respect everybody , i haven't hurt anyone in my life , when i talk i talk politely to others , never stole anything in my life , respected the old people , respected the young, never damaged the public good yet the universe has a huge grudge on me."

It took me a long time to realize that being "good" is counterintuitive. I used to be the nice guy. When my friends would introduce me to another, they'd often start off with; "Oh hey, he's Dimmed Haze, he's the NICEST guy I know!" And I'd take it as a positive.

Now years later, similar to you, I've been kicked down, made fun of and used. I know what it's like to be "good", but being indifferent or sometimes even "bad" has helped me more in these few years than being nice ever has. Don't be good to people, they have to earn it from you before you give it to them, otherwise you're inflating your value.

Good guys finish last. You don't catch more bees with honeys. Especially in this greedy fake society filled with social media. Most people will try to change you. They'll try to use you and they'll mold you into their image. Step out of line, and they'll hate you, even family. Don't be nice, because good is taken for weakness in this sick world of today. If a dog shows you its teeth and starts growling, you're less likely to mess with it. If it was silent and good, you'd take it as a harmless animal. Humans

I respect your values though.