Since a week or so i have this feeling. That i am no longer into women, i am not into men either. It's just that i had no desire to try and find someone. Can't find someone with whom we could just click. No desire at all. Recently started to work at hotel and soon after this feeling came. Seeing so many naked people around and such. I can see even some of the staff that kind of see me for what i am and put that wanker defense going in ignore mode, it doesn't matter as i just observe now. I have a theory that heavy masturbation does something that give you right away. Even the face structure and the muscles aren't the same, the eyes give you away, and i am not sure if it conscious or not, but people know. I was into this for 40 days and one other strike of 17. Maybe it's the hormones that your body isn't producing the same way. Had one girlfriend that after a time i could smell it on her when her period is over. Distinctive arousal smell i hadn't felt for years. The thing is i like the spot where i am, it's just gonna be far better if i also stop masturbation so i can focus on something in my life for real. I was thinking about professional help, few meetings with hypnosis therapist or something. It's really compulsive behaviour now. Even this site doesn't help much. Can't feel the support i need which makes it really pointless.