In this past months i am trying to fap to 'softer' porn to forget the shit i faped in the past

[Captain K'nuckles]

Looks like i am stuck in this shit, i tried again and again to fap to 'average' porn to forget the hardcore porn flashbacks, but of course without much success, also if i only see a thumbnail of hardcore porn the images keep stuck in my mind, that is the time when a try to fap to softer shit to 'clean my mind' this is obviously some kind of OCD, anyone here struggle with disturbing flashbacks that make you feel ashamed and disguisted?

 

[LilD]

Sure, I have flashbacks, and that's why I quit all the porn. What you're trying to do is to control your addiction, and with addictions, control is not possible. Not for me, not for you, not for anyone who has an addiction. That is the issue with addictions, in fact.