First of all I want to be honest in everything in what I am writing. Also this is my very first post .This this not the first time I have tried to do the NoFap . couple of times I have and yes I failed even more than I have tried ! I relapsed over and over again and said to myself it's I have a lot of days ahed (but even you also that is just nothing but a goddamn excuse to yourself to continue the relapses). so I did relpase and relapse and relapse , until one day I felt like nothing ! I felt I have no purpose I cant think straight . All this I feel guilty and I felt like less than an animal Even animals have discipline of their own ! I cant stand to myself let alone to my family ! I sat down I tried to study but you guessed it my brain is not in to it and screaming to do the PMO or even EDGING again ! But I cant do it anymore, I feel like so hatefull to myself. So I decided I will not give in to that version which is not me , I will not let myself give in to the version which brought me to this inhuman phase ! from tommorrow day 1 will start ! I will post till my days 90 (till sep 4)! I will post everyday How I feel what I have done ! I know the some upcoming days will be torture for me ! I will feel why the hell even I started it ! And that's good the first mindset I have set is that I will get burned on that fire and honestly it's okay becasue I am the one who set up this fire at the beginning And I will forge it while I get burned !That's why I chosed this forum where I will post daily and let you know about how I am doing each time ! Those who are starting to this your welcome to this journey ! you can reply your thoughts and suggestion ! with that being said I start my journey of hard rebooting myself !
wish me luck !
And yeah those who are also starting please do share your journey also !
wish me luck !
And yeah those who are also starting please do share your journey also !