Hey man, I am new to this site and was hoping to find other people who have cam site addictions. It is like the crack cocaine of porn. I have been addicted to porn for about 18 years, and I first started using the freeonescams site a couple years ago. It has thrown my porn addiction into levels beyond what I could have imagined. I could probably spend an entire day on it unless I force myself to stop. The urge like you said is severe. Aside from wasting so much of money I have also just gotten into really weird fetishes because of it, at first just watching a girl masturbate was enough but eventually that isn't enough. I am a teacher also, and am currently in grad school. I go into work or class feeling like shit and exhausted, because I was up all hours of the night beating off to cam girls. I know that it's something I need to kick NOW or I will totally ruin the good things I still have going for me. I wish you the best, I know we can beat this. It's good to hear from others who are in the same boat.