I really cant feel any worse about this. I keep on relapsing after 2 days of abstaining. I really cant achieve anything and don't see anything motivate me. In other words, the addiction always takes control of my self control. I just feel some jealousy because of all these people who got rebooted and I just don't see me anywhere close to stop. Im 15 years old, I DO NOT want to waste this life phase in which is one of the greatest of your life just because of a stupid but strong as fuck addiction. I seriously need to take action now but I FUCKING CANT!!!!! I feel like Im trapped in an unbreakable cage. I have also thought on talking this with my parents, but I know that they will just get mad at me and don't believe in me anymore. I seriously want to me more social and have way more natural conversations with girls but this addiction wont let me. Again im afraid of wasting my teenage phase and having remember my whole life that I was an obsessive wanker and could never socialize. This is definitely not me but the addiction just keeps pushing me down. I need some serious help, ASAP.