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Intangible yet painful

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Dragon Silver, Jun 28, 2019.

  1. Dear Community,

    It has been some time since I have last posted, over the last year I have done well. Yet recently, I have given in to my desires, and ended up once again, lost in something that I can't believe I had ever immersed myself in, yet it is so real. I mean, the realization for me is that, this will be a struggle that will be in progress. I messed up, and relapsed. I accept that, and acknowledge it as not something to hold shame to, but to learn from.

    I learned, I still have urges, I have temptation and of course, want to "edge" and go back in. That's hard. I would think I have control, and it leaves me and there I am. So I believe I need to engage in activities and fill my life with what is meaningful. It's going to be hard to say I am starting over, yet I hope to never stop running on this one, and to embrace life for what is was meant to be, achieving one's dreams that will aid the world.

    However, I would like to hear your insight, what would you all believe I should do moving forward? Thank you and as I mentioned, I do not intend to be harsh on myself, as that is what creates the "loop", yet I fear that could very well occur.
     
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  2. Don't feel too ashamed. That's why we're all here. Our mind is always trying to rationalize a relapse because it doesn't know the difference between pixels on a screen and real intimate stimulation. Instinctually its wired to reproduce. Try again and learn your mind is going to rationalize. Set new pathways and learn about sexuality and how your mind works. Good luck
     
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