Intention for better life

Hello, Im just another human who was explosed to pornagraphy at very young age. Finally I came to terms with my addition to porn and decided to do something about, I usually don't participate in talking about my so called "deepest desires" but I realize its completely wrong and I dont want to do it anymore. What ever it takes, I know I will stop and use the energy in a productive way such being creative or forming postive beautiful lasting relationships with new people or learning new things.

I notice how pornagraphy made me feel so numb to everyone around me not caring in world whats going on around just because I had "my pleasures on going" and that also made me less social and no wanting to go out.

I feel like sharing about this expirience will help me move foward and stop doing such destructive acts.

Thank you to whoever group of people made this community. Its amazing internet has its dark side but also good side such this community to help others to overcome their difficulties life.

-SOF777