Introducing more accountability

Have you noticed that poor sleep negatively affects you will power?

  • Yes

    Votes: 32 91.4%
  • No

    Votes: 2 5.7%
  • Other

    Votes: 1 2.9%

  • Total voters
    35
83 days in.

Trying to keep to my routine, but having trouble with motivation. It's been like this for the last month or so. Just not as motivated to do the things that I know will help me. Its frustrating to think of times I've been super engaged and feeling great, but still not having the motivation to take action.

I've fallen into the fantasy that out of nowhere I'm just going to be motivated to do it. That is rarely the case, it is usually pain that proceeds change. I am actively working on being more conscious of that and trying to change. It's looked a lot like doing things when I don't want to. Anyways, I'm glad I'm still clean.
 
So you're no longer doing that morning routine? That's what you posted above right?
No, I was more so empathizing with what was posted. Though occasionally, I do think those things sometimes. BUT... I 100% believe in prayer. I see that meditation is a practice, less of "my cup of tea" situation. And its true (at least to me), writing sometimes seems like the most irrelevant thing I can do.

I still do all those things as best I can because I know they work!
 
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Coming back for day 86!

I've upped my routine and am feeling the results of it. Less temptation, less desire, less impulses. I'm looking to continue to grow my spiritual life because it impacts extend beyond just porn addiction.
 
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