83 days in.
Trying to keep to my routine, but having trouble with motivation. It's been like this for the last month or so. Just not as motivated to do the things that I know will help me. Its frustrating to think of times I've been super engaged and feeling great, but still not having the motivation to take action.
I've fallen into the fantasy that out of nowhere I'm just going to be motivated to do it. That is rarely the case, it is usually pain that proceeds change. I am actively working on being more conscious of that and trying to change. It's looked a lot like doing things when I don't want to. Anyways, I'm glad I'm still clean.