Mustajab__World
New Fapstronaut
Hi, I am Mustajab.
So, this is NoFap, and I can openly talk about my addiction. I'm 15 years old, and I became a porn addict in 2021. At first, I enjoyed it and didn't realize it was a big sin in Islam. Being a Muslim, it made me feel like a loser when I discovered that it was wrong. Even though I didn't want to do it, I was addicted. I tried to stop, but I still liked it despite knowing it was sinful. It felt like my body needed it. That whole year went by like this.
In 2022, I wasted another three months on porn and masturbation. I really hate my life because of it. However, I decided to share my struggle with my elder brother, who was very understanding and kind. But you know what? I started watching porn and masturbating again. After March, I discovered more websites and new categories like deepthroat and triple anal. Whenever my brother asked me, I always said I was doing well, even though I wasn't. The whole of 2022 was spent like this.
But on the positive side, I also learned coding and became a better coder, though not yet independent. I told myself that I wouldn't watch porn anymore, but I ended up watching it in 2023. Time passed, and now it's June 2, 2023. On May 18, 2023, my brother caught me watching porn, and I felt extremely ashamed. Thankfully, my brother supported and helped me. (If I lose everything, I still have my family. I have everything. If I don't have family, I don't have anything.)
I don't regret it because it doesn't matter to me anymore. My goal now is to become a better person, a better Muslim, and a better programmer. I want to make money to support my family and live a happy life. I've been working on these goals for the past 10 days, and if I have strong sexual desires in the future maybe, I'll control. But if not, I won't let this thing waste my time. I'll only masturbate when I feel the need, but I will never, ever watch porn or look at naked girls again. 
So, this is NoFap, and I can openly talk about my addiction. I'm 15 years old, and I became a porn addict in 2021. At first, I enjoyed it and didn't realize it was a big sin in Islam. Being a Muslim, it made me feel like a loser when I discovered that it was wrong. Even though I didn't want to do it, I was addicted. I tried to stop, but I still liked it despite knowing it was sinful. It felt like my body needed it. That whole year went by like this.
In 2022, I wasted another three months on porn and masturbation. I really hate my life because of it. However, I decided to share my struggle with my elder brother, who was very understanding and kind. But you know what? I started watching porn and masturbating again. After March, I discovered more websites and new categories like deepthroat and triple anal. Whenever my brother asked me, I always said I was doing well, even though I wasn't. The whole of 2022 was spent like this.
But on the positive side, I also learned coding and became a better coder, though not yet independent. I told myself that I wouldn't watch porn anymore, but I ended up watching it in 2023. Time passed, and now it's June 2, 2023. On May 18, 2023, my brother caught me watching porn, and I felt extremely ashamed. Thankfully, my brother supported and helped me. (If I lose everything, I still have my family. I have everything. If I don't have family, I don't have anything.)
I don't regret it because it doesn't matter to me anymore. My goal now is to become a better person, a better Muslim, and a better programmer. I want to make money to support my family and live a happy life. I've been working on these goals for the past 10 days, and if I have strong sexual desires in the future maybe, I'll control. But if not, I won't let this thing waste my time. I'll only masturbate when I feel the need, but I will never, ever watch porn or look at naked girls again.