Introduction to the future's most awesome surgeon. (Jk)

Hey, I'm me ._. okay I'm bad with introductions but well.. I have to be here. I've to quite my addictions which I'm miserably failing in trying to do so since years.
I'm a 23 years old medical student, I've been addicted to masturbating and pornography since 15. I personally feel masturbating makes you sluggish, lazy, crankier, less energetic, socially agressive etc and nobody has to agree with my views but yes, it's what I've experienced with masturbating and I'm serious enough to link those things with it.
I want to quit this curse.. I've lost so many things in life.. from good friends, as I became crankier with them instead of supportive when they needed, to less time on studies because I've slept late last night playing with my one eyed friend.. I'm noy saying it's all happened because of my addictions but they do played a major part in it.
In the end, I'm really motivated now. I'm done being like this so please, I'll be in your care guys. Thanks in advance.

P.s, I'm not a socially awkward person and I do like socially awkward people. So don't mind communicating with me if needed or even if not needed. I'll be better company than the walls around you atleast