Introduction

Hi folks,
I'm single male 26 years old, well settled and working in a Central government with a good in hand salary with government amenities including car, home etc.
I have spent the best part of my life behind books with an motto to get settled soon.
But as I look back I see myself missing the best part of my students life. I have always had problems with interacting with opposite gender ( LIKE THE Raj of BBT).
I have a huge base of friends who most of them are boys the 4am typeso.
Now since I have moved out of the students life part and working in a professional life I somewhere think that something is missing.
My job as made me to move to a tyre 3 city in Maharashtra.
My days are spent well n productive with office works, but my nights are dark and full of terrors n so are my weekends.
I maintain a healthy diet and do gym regularly.
The problem is I'm addicted to porn so that's what I believe.
I initially thought it's ok n I had complet control over it but I was wrong this thing is a slow poison it eats you n you wouldn't even know.
My porn addiction has lead me to various addiction which are very dangerous.
In the world of internet I have a different name. Websites like chatous, Omegle has connected me to people with like minded n wanting to have virtual sex involving roleplay.
I was introduced to this website by a friend of mine and I have become very addicted to it .
Somehow I removed it from my list but this thing comes back probably because of the loneliness.
This addiction has an cascading effect. I met a girl online she asked my hangout id to maintain a fake profile I bought a new cell and simcars. She too has fake id n number.
The problem is when I bought this cell I started talking to her in hangout n WhatsApp n she vànished one day. Having a new cell meant having fake identitym this thing lead to another I created a fake FB id joined all joined some shitty groups met lot of girls through messenger which are fake like me. They came when they were horny. I was a complete dick waiting n texting everyone n waiting for there reply. If they replied I would send them nude. I have a very good body with abs n shit. In the due çourse of time I started to do video with face covered shared my nudes with everyone even in FB n shit. This attracted lot of girls texting me n I iwas immersed in it. N when everyone went away this high sex drive creeped in n I was waiting for someone to ping me so that the sex part continues.
If none texts I would watch porn and mastrubate myself.
Weekends are tough time to deal with. I have no friends in here I tried to socialize but I couldn't. Being an introvert myself I had that issue.
Now as I look back I see how this thing has eaten me up. I would have made wonders with all the time I had if diverted in a positive attitude.
This thing as killed my self esteem, confidence, attitude.
I'm not what I was. PORN IS DANGEROUS ONE ADDICTION LEADS TO ANOTHER. As I type this I'm waiting for a reply from another girl.