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Hello,

I'm 40+, italian and married.
I like porn from the beginning (14 years), but only last 10 years I understood the real problems behind and I started to consider to stop. Web gave so many triggers.
I was able to stay clean till to 3 months, but stupid situations caused relasing (boredom, routine, stress). My wife and a dear friend know situation, they understanding but I'm so sorry to have disappointed my wife.
Now I am developing a more detailed plan to fight my addictions.
My challenge is to repeat 90 days PM and to continue fore ever, I'm tired for such a long waste of time in my life to today.
Other motivations : I'm religious and porn and masturbation does not hit anything with sex with those you love. And I wanna obtain special powers...me too

Thank you all for your help and sorry for my bad english
Rgds
Rpp70K

 

thanks to both of you for kind replies,

last 3 days I remained at home as I had a bad flu. I was a bit scared of potential risk remaining for so long time alone, but it's going well. I will start to list my feeeling by a journal

Stay strong.