Whenever I have a really strong sexual urge I tend to fantasize for a few minutes about foreplay and sex with a girl I know irl. I was wondering if this messes with my reboot or if it's no big deal since I'm not thinking about pornography. Thoughts?
It usually does, as it makes it more difficult to abstain from MO. This is your brain seeking the dopamine that you deprived it of.
Imagining sex in your mind is pornography. According to Webster pornography is: the depiction of erotic behavior (as in pictures or writing) intended to cause sexual excitement. Just because she is a real girl is doesn't mean it isn't pornography. All the girls you see in videos are real. They are mothers or daughters or friends to someone. If you are visualizing ANYTHING to become aroused it becomes pornography even if it isn't inherently so. But what you described is inherently pornography because you are fantasizing.
