Is happy ending massage parlor relapse?

I just O a while ago and am having urges to go to massage parlor too. I feel so alone, so worthless. I see lots of tall, confident men with beautiful women. And I am the short, not confident guy in the back. I feel like I have no choice anymore. Like I need to see a prostitute to make me happy and forget about this emptyness. I am going to ATM right now and afterwards going to the parlor. I dont know what Im doing right now

 

Hey, better be careful. Once you get the taste of how easy it is to you to go to these parlors, you may want to go again. Just like taking a drug for the first time, you might do it a second time and third time etc.

 

Guys, don't do it. It's better to resist the feeling, In the end it feels exactly like PMO, it may feel good a few moments right after, but later the real feelings kick in and they are not pleasant. Be careful!