I lasted about a week when I first started. Now back on multiple times a week. Had two in the space of one evening the other day. (Not to mention it was over the weird fantasies I have been trying to quit and haven't touched in weeks) Is it just a part of me? Is the gross shit I'm into just because I like it or have I legit been conditioned by porn? Is it even worth it? I'm not causing harm to anyone besides myself perhaps, which I know many of you will believe. I feel as if even if I went years cold turkey off PMO I'd still have this 'problem'. I feel like it'll always just be there and I'll never be able to fully turn myself off of it, I'd just be ignoring the urges essentially. You can't help what you like, But again the main question is, is that because of porn?