Is it just me or any 1 can relate to what i'm gng through!

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Asgardian36, Nov 2, 2018.

  1. Asgardian36

    Asgardian36 Fapstronaut

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    hi! i've been Pmo'ing since 10+ years...there was only once in the past 15 years that I was able to abstrain from MO for 60 days....so I've been jacking off more than 30 times a month.

    I feel like I got 0 courage. I feel confident and good when I am at home by myself...but when I step outside, almost all conversations are kinda awkward...i feel uncomfortable to greet people or hold conversations...i'm anxious all the time. There wasn't a time when I believed I can do sth, struggled hard and emerged victorious...i just keep postponing hard work. I feel like I have 0 discipline. as soon as things are hard, I quit. If i feel lazy, I quit. Thats why it wasn't possible for me to form any habit...i wanna read books, workout regularly, learn a musical instrument....but on day 3 or 4 I quit.

    Somehow I feel PMO has changing me to be a degenerate.

    any 1 else feel the same about themselves?
     
  2. TARS

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    Hey Chappo!

    I can relate with what you're saying. I feel like I've developed an anxiety problem over the last few years, and I have a constant fight with discipline. I find it really hard to sustaining effort and commit to doing anything. My PMO definitely contributes to the problem as I use it to forget about these problems and patterns in my life.

    I also definitely see a difference in my life when I make progress over my addiction. Change is possible, and even inevitable.

    Let's stop being degenerates!
     
  3. Asgardian36

    Asgardian36 Fapstronaut

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    well it felt good to know that I'm not the only one with anxiety and indiscipline issues.

    yes man...lets start living healthy....but we have ti go through hell to beat this addiction.
     
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  4. Don't feel alone in this. It is common to those of us with this problem.
    You're not alone.
     
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  5. TARS

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    Hi, Fehr. What do you mean? - TARS
     
  6. newman_unleashed

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    Educate, educate, educate yourself about why you feel this way.

    Read up here on nofap and on yourbrainonporn.com

    It is all reversible with time and work. You won't believe how awesome you will feel then.
     
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  7. ras-tanura

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    Hey Chappo,

    I used to PMO 3-4 times a day for 16 years, do the math! Am I a worse than a degenerate?

    You're here and you've decided to fight again, that makes you more successful and brave than 99% of PMO addicts around the world that don't acknowledge they have a problem. You're already amazing with all these streaks that I didn't even come close to. Your brain is indeed changing and you're not numb anymore...keep fighting!
     
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  8. Asgardian36

    Asgardian36 Fapstronaut

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    that's a good point, man! Not just gng through self improvement and success stories...i should checkout yourbrainonporn for new insights. Thank you!
     
  9. Asgardian36

    Asgardian36 Fapstronaut

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    I agree that we are ahead of people who won't admit they have a problem and ppl who don't realize they are addicted!!! But I feel that PMO has worsened by social anxiety! And took away all the masculinity!

    I see these younger folks with deep manly voice and it makes me I've lost a lot...

    thanks, man!
     

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