Is it really worth the trouble...

I wish wellness. Even though this world may be...

It feels like this condition dispelled the illusion the 'healthy' people enjoy.

I too would like to live under that spell. Occupy the mind enough to fool it into that convenient madness.

What if that sense of joy returned, the one which surpasses in both intensity and quantity it's counterpart.

I should not have tried to wake up from the dream, to be different or be conscious.

I developed into a husk and it has layers.. which one to trust?