Is sexting and looking at nude pics she sends me a relapse?

Hey guy I was very very depressed lately with how my life is going so I started sexting with a girl from the other side of the world and looking at her nude pics that she sends me.
Is that considered a relapse? I didnt masturbate but my pants are all so wet I have semen leakage and prostate fluid all over,i had a boner for like 3 hours.And I feel the same symptoms I feel after I masturbate,my head hurts and i feel sick,brain fog,depression etc.
Should i reset my counter? is it considered a relapse?

ps: i only slept 2.40 hours tonight so i could wake up on time and talk to her cuz i knew we would be sexting and she would be sending me nudes