watched sissy hynpo maybe 10 times before, watched cuck stuff in the past and stuff but can u really become permenantly hypnotized by this shit? i figured ud just stop watching it forever and all this stuff would disapear, but i read ppl saying youll forever be this way? youll forever be hypnotized? is watching it like 10 times enough to ruin u forever? i dont think im a woman at all and i still am attracted to women and find them incredibly attractive/sexy/beautiful but i am addicted to porn. please help?