I have been on this journey for a year and a half with a lot of streaks and a lot of relapses. But something unbelievable happened today. Basically I felt really horny and just started masturbating, not looking at any porn and not thinking about anything at first, and I had a solid erection. I then masturbated imaging I was having sex with this woman that I know and I had a solid erection the entire time, and when I ejaculated it was extreme pleasure. But then I masturbate again a few hours later imagining this woman again, and I had a solid erection again. Honestly I don't remember ever being able to get an 100% solid erection without porn, apart from back in my high school days, which is a long time ago. It's as if something has completely changed today. I know if I was with a woman today I would of physically been able to have sex. So I am questioning is this the day I might of recovered from PIED? One down fall though is the pleasure I got just from masturbating without porn. I know my goal is to never use porn again. But you need to understand the pleasure I got just from MOing today was basically just as pleasurable as when I used to PMO. The only difference is when I MOed twice today I ejaculated within about 5 minutes each time. Where as when I used to PMO sessions used to last hours. But yeah I have never been able to get and maintain an erection so easily in a very long time without PMOing until today. It honestly feels like something has changed in me.