Black_Knight 1998
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Hi, today is the 8th day of my new reboot and i suddenly have the idea of my penis is small, so i wanted to measure it and when i tried to measure it i masturbated although i didn't have any sexual image in my head but i consider it as a relapse but i don't intend to watch porn at all.
I struggled to stay hard to be able to measure it and i tried to measure it in the moment of ejaculation and form what I find it's range from 11:12 or even 13 cm and this when i try to measure the visible part i think it's 12 or 11.9 cm because i measured a long time ago with different tool and I find the same results, so i would say it's 12cm. because there's no different between 11.9 and 12cm.
when i tried to measure the invisible part i found it's about 1.5 : 3 cm more because sometimes find it's 3cm more but I will say there's 2cm under.
therefor the visible is 11.9 or 12 and invisible is 2cm. ,so is this size normal because i have a compulsive behavior and thoughts about assuring about its size but the 2 times i tried to measure it 2 times and in both time I masturbated because I'm tying to stimulate it to end up with ejaculation. therefore depression and sadness because I consider masturbation as a relapse.
within the lase 8 or 12 months when I relapse I suffer to be erected and even my erection isn't so hard it's slightly loosed and i remember in the past i was having a strong erection that may feel and one time before when i reached about 45 day i was in the street to find myself has a strong erection to and suffered to hide but i could and stayed hard for about 15min but as i said before this is the size of penis and that's how i feel currently about my erection.
Note: I'm 181cm and I'm 103.5kg and I have at least 11kg of extra fats and 10L of extra water and my normal weight should be (61.3-82.9). and I'm 23 years old.
so what's my problem ? do i have a small penis and if i get fit, will i lose the fats the cover the invisible part of my penis. and do i have ED because i hardly make it hard even while watching porn.
i don't intend to watch porn or masturbate again but i want to know is this normal or should i go to doctor.
finally what's your advice for me ? I'm planning to go to gym. do you recommend it .
so , what's my problem and what's your advice
thanks in advance.
I struggled to stay hard to be able to measure it and i tried to measure it in the moment of ejaculation and form what I find it's range from 11:12 or even 13 cm and this when i try to measure the visible part i think it's 12 or 11.9 cm because i measured a long time ago with different tool and I find the same results, so i would say it's 12cm. because there's no different between 11.9 and 12cm.
when i tried to measure the invisible part i found it's about 1.5 : 3 cm more because sometimes find it's 3cm more but I will say there's 2cm under.
therefor the visible is 11.9 or 12 and invisible is 2cm. ,so is this size normal because i have a compulsive behavior and thoughts about assuring about its size but the 2 times i tried to measure it 2 times and in both time I masturbated because I'm tying to stimulate it to end up with ejaculation. therefore depression and sadness because I consider masturbation as a relapse.
within the lase 8 or 12 months when I relapse I suffer to be erected and even my erection isn't so hard it's slightly loosed and i remember in the past i was having a strong erection that may feel and one time before when i reached about 45 day i was in the street to find myself has a strong erection to and suffered to hide but i could and stayed hard for about 15min but as i said before this is the size of penis and that's how i feel currently about my erection.
Note: I'm 181cm and I'm 103.5kg and I have at least 11kg of extra fats and 10L of extra water and my normal weight should be (61.3-82.9). and I'm 23 years old.
so what's my problem ? do i have a small penis and if i get fit, will i lose the fats the cover the invisible part of my penis. and do i have ED because i hardly make it hard even while watching porn.
i don't intend to watch porn or masturbate again but i want to know is this normal or should i go to doctor.
finally what's your advice for me ? I'm planning to go to gym. do you recommend it .
so , what's my problem and what's your advice
thanks in advance.
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